I just thought I'd check in and make a note that things have been going really well. I don't struggle with cravings anywhere near as badly as I used to. I have been exercising regularly, at least every weekday, and I do it at my convenience. I know a lot of people say it's best to schedule a daily time to do that, but it seems to me that when I relax about it and do it when I am ready, I don't feel like I am obligated to do it. I only do it with my health in mind (not to burn calories or anything else, but to feel better and enjoy my life). Also, I have not weighed myself since the last time I checked in here. I only know that I am eating mindfully, and exercising regularly, both with the intention of improving the quality of my life. On our restaurant night, I don't look for meals with large portions sizes; I am more interested in trying new things, whether they are small or low-calorie or whatever.
It's only been a couple of weeks since I've started to really take responsibility for my emotional eating habits, and I haven't had many urges to go to the refrigerator as a result of some emotion I am feeling. I am doing very well with recognizing these emotions now, and feeling them rather than pushing them away, then letting them go as easily as they came. I am reminded of the many Zen teachings I have learned, that a feeling is just a visitor; it comes and goes. :) I am learning a lot about myself through this experience, and in a way, I'm glad that I have had the chance to endure it. I am slowly learning from mistakes I have made in the past, rather than repeating them.
I have also come to the realization that it is very helpful to have an outlet for all of this energy I have (which can also be in the form of some emotion), and I have decided to do some things I have always wanted to do, but never have. For instance, I have always wanted to learn how to read music and play an instrument, but never had the drive to do it, and in the past couple of years, I have thought that I am too old to start now (I'm 30). However, I come from a very musical family on both sides, and I can sing well (and have, over a few years, developed a strong appreciation for classical music and opera) and now I am realizing that I still have the rest of my life, however long that may be. It's not too late to start now! So that's what I have been focusing on. I initially wanted to play the violin (because I absolutely love the sound of it), but I feel it would be easier to learn on the piano. I am also getting back into sketching portraits, which I have done on and off (my mother was an artist, and I've tried many times to follow in her footsteps) but I always refer to myself as "an impatient person", a.k.a. set limits on myself. This is no longer an excuse.
So that's where it all stands right now; I am doing very well so far, and for the first time in many years, I think I am really seeing my life for what it is and learning to let go of this crutch I have had for so long. I am excited to see where this takes me! :)
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
An Outsider's Perspective
Ok, so I know it has been quite a long time since I've come back here. It has been tough, I can't lie. I have felt so frustrated most of the time, like I am trying to light a fire, but it keeps going out. I think I may have finally found the right path though.
I dropped out of the research program because I felt like I was under too much pressure. I could not deal with constantly writing everything down that I was eating, just so someone could get out their red pen at the end of each week and make their notes and comments. I felt like I was doing everything wrong. I would weigh in each week, and sometimes I'd lost a couple of lbs; other times, it was way up. I couldn't face feeling embarrassed about myself all the time anymore. I do feel really terrible about it, because one of the conditions I agreed to when I entered was that I would not stop coming to sessions, and I would not drop out. I made up a story and told them I couldn't come back anymore, and they still call and email me (and have been doing so for the past few months). It's hard to think about that, and I definitely feel guilty about it.
I did acknowledge, though, that I have a pretty big problem, in that I have had no luck with controlling myself, and I went to a therapist. She said that there are a lot of people like me who eat compulsively, in response to emotions. I understand now that ever since I was very little, I have had a hard time trying to figure out what to do with any negative (and sometimes, even positive) emotions that I was feeling. I couldn't express them (I won't go into detail about that) so I sought comfort in food, and this coping mechanism has stayed with me my whole life. I honestly never wanted to look at the hard fact - that my eating habits really are different from everyone else's, and I can't become a healthier person until I fix that.
I bought a notebook and started the practice of actually listening to my body for the first time. I was reluctant to do this (the therapist advised it) because I kept thinking yeah, yeah; I know how I'm feeling when I get the urge to eat. I don't need to write it down, it's always that I'm either stressed or bored. But I did it anyway because I was desperate at that point, and not getting anywhere just trying to do it alone. I would recognize when I got the urge to eat, then ask myself whether it was because I was hungry or not. If so, it was time to eat and that's that. If not, what am I feeling? Amazingly, I found that I frequently felt many emotions, not just stress from work or boredom, but other uncomfortable emotions and physical feelings as well. For instance, I would often eat in response to social anxiety (which I feel often). Talking to people on the phone, or selling stuff to Craigslist buyers. Other times, I am overtired. Sometimes, I'm frustrated or angry at my husband or my son. Writing it down has helped me a lot, and at first, I wrote it down and ate anyway, but then I started to recognize these feelings automatically, and it actually took away the urge to eat. It's the same with portion size; I will put a reasonably portioned amount of food on the plate, and if I have the urge to eat more, I ask myself what I am feeling.
Another thing the therapist helped me with is to recognize when I am limiting myself. I have always seen myself as someone who can't finish anything. I do this with everything; if I start a new hobby (i.e. cake decorating) I see myself as someone who started to get into cake decorating, but because I can never finish what I start, I can't do it anymore. I have always defined myself this way, and it contributes to my downfall. It was the same with losing weight; I got down to 200 lbs, but since I can't finish anything, that's the lowest my weight has ever been in my adult life. Once I take this limit off myself, I can do anything. :) See, sometimes it helps to have an outside perspective!
So now I am listening to my body, and I have been doing this without faltering for about a week now. I'm not counting calories, and I'm not writing down what I am eating; but I am choosing to eat healthfully, I'm portioning my food within reason, and being mindful of when my body is no longer hungry. I exercise, not with the intention of losing weight, but to improve the quality of my life (because I know that if I don't, I will have no energy to successfully face the challenges of my daily life). If I keep this up, I know that I will be just fine. I actually thought I had put back on the 20 lbs. I'd lost since I last checked in, but I was at the doctor's today, and I was pleasantly surprised to see that I weigh 254 lbs, so I can almost pick up where I left off. So that is promising! :)
I dropped out of the research program because I felt like I was under too much pressure. I could not deal with constantly writing everything down that I was eating, just so someone could get out their red pen at the end of each week and make their notes and comments. I felt like I was doing everything wrong. I would weigh in each week, and sometimes I'd lost a couple of lbs; other times, it was way up. I couldn't face feeling embarrassed about myself all the time anymore. I do feel really terrible about it, because one of the conditions I agreed to when I entered was that I would not stop coming to sessions, and I would not drop out. I made up a story and told them I couldn't come back anymore, and they still call and email me (and have been doing so for the past few months). It's hard to think about that, and I definitely feel guilty about it.
I did acknowledge, though, that I have a pretty big problem, in that I have had no luck with controlling myself, and I went to a therapist. She said that there are a lot of people like me who eat compulsively, in response to emotions. I understand now that ever since I was very little, I have had a hard time trying to figure out what to do with any negative (and sometimes, even positive) emotions that I was feeling. I couldn't express them (I won't go into detail about that) so I sought comfort in food, and this coping mechanism has stayed with me my whole life. I honestly never wanted to look at the hard fact - that my eating habits really are different from everyone else's, and I can't become a healthier person until I fix that.
I bought a notebook and started the practice of actually listening to my body for the first time. I was reluctant to do this (the therapist advised it) because I kept thinking yeah, yeah; I know how I'm feeling when I get the urge to eat. I don't need to write it down, it's always that I'm either stressed or bored. But I did it anyway because I was desperate at that point, and not getting anywhere just trying to do it alone. I would recognize when I got the urge to eat, then ask myself whether it was because I was hungry or not. If so, it was time to eat and that's that. If not, what am I feeling? Amazingly, I found that I frequently felt many emotions, not just stress from work or boredom, but other uncomfortable emotions and physical feelings as well. For instance, I would often eat in response to social anxiety (which I feel often). Talking to people on the phone, or selling stuff to Craigslist buyers. Other times, I am overtired. Sometimes, I'm frustrated or angry at my husband or my son. Writing it down has helped me a lot, and at first, I wrote it down and ate anyway, but then I started to recognize these feelings automatically, and it actually took away the urge to eat. It's the same with portion size; I will put a reasonably portioned amount of food on the plate, and if I have the urge to eat more, I ask myself what I am feeling.
Another thing the therapist helped me with is to recognize when I am limiting myself. I have always seen myself as someone who can't finish anything. I do this with everything; if I start a new hobby (i.e. cake decorating) I see myself as someone who started to get into cake decorating, but because I can never finish what I start, I can't do it anymore. I have always defined myself this way, and it contributes to my downfall. It was the same with losing weight; I got down to 200 lbs, but since I can't finish anything, that's the lowest my weight has ever been in my adult life. Once I take this limit off myself, I can do anything. :) See, sometimes it helps to have an outside perspective!
So now I am listening to my body, and I have been doing this without faltering for about a week now. I'm not counting calories, and I'm not writing down what I am eating; but I am choosing to eat healthfully, I'm portioning my food within reason, and being mindful of when my body is no longer hungry. I exercise, not with the intention of losing weight, but to improve the quality of my life (because I know that if I don't, I will have no energy to successfully face the challenges of my daily life). If I keep this up, I know that I will be just fine. I actually thought I had put back on the 20 lbs. I'd lost since I last checked in, but I was at the doctor's today, and I was pleasantly surprised to see that I weigh 254 lbs, so I can almost pick up where I left off. So that is promising! :)
Thursday, October 3, 2013
Rough week for calorie counting!
I have been doing great so far with watching my calories and fat, and I really haven't exceeded my 1500 calorie limit since I started in the weight loss program. But this week and last week have been very stressful, and lately I find myself thinking about eating a lot.
It was strange because this morning (it wasn't even 11:00) I was just sitting here, waiting for my father to call me and let me know when to pick him up from the airport. Earlier this morning, I took a 40 minute walk, and I was feeling pretty good, which is quite a change from how I've been feeling (yesterday, I didn't exercise at all). So not even an hour ago, I was sitting in front of the computer, thinking how I wanted something to eat, even though I'd had a good breakfast only a couple of hours ago. I have a weakness for Chipotle, which I haven't had in months (seems like forever); the reason being that I can't keep myself from ordering a burrito that contains a day's worth of calories and fat. So somehow I got to obsessing over Chipotle, and the next thing I know, I'm on their website (the "order online" menu). I caught myself and used the "I'm having the thought that I want a burrito from Chipotle" technique I learned in the program, and I closed the window. I figured I would have half of my lunch then to get it out of my head, which was leftover Italian Beef Polenta Casserole from last night, with the intention of having the other half at lunch time. Well, I had that and then I saw the ice cream bars in the freezer, and I just couldn't keep myself from thinking about them too! I had the ice cream bar, and now it's not even lunch time and my calories for today already amount to almost 600. I am just dumbfounded at how difficult this is for me, compared to how easy it was in the past. I never found myself struggling with such intense thoughts before. When I weighed in on Monday, I found that I'd only lost 1 lb., which was a hard thing to take in.
Anyway, let me go ahead and explain why these past couple of weeks have been so stressful. First and foremost (I don't think I've talked about any of this yet), I have been having some kind of problem with my thyroid. I have been dealing with intense fatigue and horrible brain fog for at least a couple of years now, which my first doctor just kept shrugging off. She pissed me off for the last time (I won't go into detail) so I went to a new doctor, who found that my thyroid was enlarged on the FIRST VISIT. So he sent me for an ultrasound a couple of months ago, which revealed multiple nodules, one of which is over 2 cm. I followed up on that by getting a thyroid scan at the hospital. I went to see my dr. about the scan and he told me that it showed the nodule is "cold", meaning it is not functional, meaning it is suspicious for cancer. I have to go for a fine needle biopsy on Monday (they will insert the needle into my neck and remove some of the cells, then test them for cancer). This is obviously on my mind a lot, so there's that. (Happy birthday to me btw, LOL).
My father (who, if you don't know, I work for as his paralegal) went away last Wednesday with his father to Florida, just to spend some time with him I guess, because he loves FL. Right now, we have a case in which he was supposed to enter pro hac vice with an attorney who is licensed in MA (he's not licensed outside of RI). The attorney whose name IS on the case does not do trials, but my dad does, and he needed her to sign on to it so he could take this MA case to trial. It ended up in federal court because the client's medical bills (she slipped & fell) exceeded $75,000. Neither of them are licensed to practice in federal court, so my father has been trying to transfer the case to someone who is, but they have not entered their appearance yet. So just after he leaves for FL, the court schedules a pretrial conference. Suddenly, I'm stuck trying like hell to get the judge to allow for a continuance or get the new attorney to enter his appearance, but he's not returning anyone's phone calls. I did a motion for a continuance, which has been a nightmare because everything in federal court must be done electronically, but since no one is licensed in federal court, we can't access the electronic filing system. Finally, I got the defendant's attorney to offer to file it for us. Now it's up to the judge to grant it, but I honestly don't think he's going to because the only time they usually grant them is if the attorney of record is involved in another trial, which is not the case. If he doesn't do it, the attorney who signed on with us will have to go to Boston and go before the judge to do something she's never done before in her life, which is especially not good because she has scheduling issues of her own. This has been driving me crazy all week!
Finally, I am dealing with these very annoying problems that the insurance company has suddenly dealt me. My husband, who works at Foxwoods, pays for health insurance to cover the family. The rule now is that employees and their spouses must meet the following three requirements before October 31 of this year, and every subsequent year, or our medical contribution will increase up to $1,500 per year:
1. We have to get an annual physical.
2. We have to have a "biometrics" form filled out, stating our cholesterol levels, BMI, etc.
3. We have to speak with a wellness coach through the insurance company.
Well, I thought I had done ALL of this already. I had the physical in August... at least the nurse told me it was a physical. I guess though that it wasn't coded as a physical, so it didn't count as one, and now I have to go back for a physical next week. How does that make any sense? I don't know. I...don't...know...
I spoke with what I thought was a wellness coach around the same time (I got the phone # from my husband's employee newsletter, which said "WELLNESS COACH" and a phone number next to it). I guess I called the wrong place! Although, I did speak with someone over the phone about my health and losing weight, etc., and when I asked them if they were a wellness coach, they said yes. I also asked if the phone call would be reported to my husband's employer, and they said yes...so I don't know what the hell is going on with that, I guess I must have called some random place and discussed my health information with them. Try to figure that one out!! So this all has to be done immediately, or we are going to end up paying more for our health insurance, which is not cool.
To top it all off, I have been feeling so bad lately! Yesterday I didn't even go in to work because I was too nervous to drive! I can't describe how I am feeling, it's just the most intense brain fog, like I'm seriously disconnected from reality, and I cannot think clearly. I suppose the stress could be making it worse, so I don't know how to deal with it because I can't relax. All I know is that I hope they can figure out what is going on with me soon and fix it. I cannot see myself dealing with this for the rest of my life. I also started feeling some chest pain with each heartbeat yesterday on two separate occasions, so if that continues, I will have to see what's going on there (maybe it's related to the thyroid? I dunno).
Well, I got way off the topic of emotional eating, but now you can probably understand why this week has really been pushing me to find some kind of comfort somewhere. I am not doing too bad right now, it's just a matter of keeping it that way for the moment. I have to keep reminding myself that I am working too hard to give up now! Thanks for reading, and I will let you know how things go with the biopsy after my follow-up.
It was strange because this morning (it wasn't even 11:00) I was just sitting here, waiting for my father to call me and let me know when to pick him up from the airport. Earlier this morning, I took a 40 minute walk, and I was feeling pretty good, which is quite a change from how I've been feeling (yesterday, I didn't exercise at all). So not even an hour ago, I was sitting in front of the computer, thinking how I wanted something to eat, even though I'd had a good breakfast only a couple of hours ago. I have a weakness for Chipotle, which I haven't had in months (seems like forever); the reason being that I can't keep myself from ordering a burrito that contains a day's worth of calories and fat. So somehow I got to obsessing over Chipotle, and the next thing I know, I'm on their website (the "order online" menu). I caught myself and used the "I'm having the thought that I want a burrito from Chipotle" technique I learned in the program, and I closed the window. I figured I would have half of my lunch then to get it out of my head, which was leftover Italian Beef Polenta Casserole from last night, with the intention of having the other half at lunch time. Well, I had that and then I saw the ice cream bars in the freezer, and I just couldn't keep myself from thinking about them too! I had the ice cream bar, and now it's not even lunch time and my calories for today already amount to almost 600. I am just dumbfounded at how difficult this is for me, compared to how easy it was in the past. I never found myself struggling with such intense thoughts before. When I weighed in on Monday, I found that I'd only lost 1 lb., which was a hard thing to take in.
Anyway, let me go ahead and explain why these past couple of weeks have been so stressful. First and foremost (I don't think I've talked about any of this yet), I have been having some kind of problem with my thyroid. I have been dealing with intense fatigue and horrible brain fog for at least a couple of years now, which my first doctor just kept shrugging off. She pissed me off for the last time (I won't go into detail) so I went to a new doctor, who found that my thyroid was enlarged on the FIRST VISIT. So he sent me for an ultrasound a couple of months ago, which revealed multiple nodules, one of which is over 2 cm. I followed up on that by getting a thyroid scan at the hospital. I went to see my dr. about the scan and he told me that it showed the nodule is "cold", meaning it is not functional, meaning it is suspicious for cancer. I have to go for a fine needle biopsy on Monday (they will insert the needle into my neck and remove some of the cells, then test them for cancer). This is obviously on my mind a lot, so there's that. (Happy birthday to me btw, LOL).
My father (who, if you don't know, I work for as his paralegal) went away last Wednesday with his father to Florida, just to spend some time with him I guess, because he loves FL. Right now, we have a case in which he was supposed to enter pro hac vice with an attorney who is licensed in MA (he's not licensed outside of RI). The attorney whose name IS on the case does not do trials, but my dad does, and he needed her to sign on to it so he could take this MA case to trial. It ended up in federal court because the client's medical bills (she slipped & fell) exceeded $75,000. Neither of them are licensed to practice in federal court, so my father has been trying to transfer the case to someone who is, but they have not entered their appearance yet. So just after he leaves for FL, the court schedules a pretrial conference. Suddenly, I'm stuck trying like hell to get the judge to allow for a continuance or get the new attorney to enter his appearance, but he's not returning anyone's phone calls. I did a motion for a continuance, which has been a nightmare because everything in federal court must be done electronically, but since no one is licensed in federal court, we can't access the electronic filing system. Finally, I got the defendant's attorney to offer to file it for us. Now it's up to the judge to grant it, but I honestly don't think he's going to because the only time they usually grant them is if the attorney of record is involved in another trial, which is not the case. If he doesn't do it, the attorney who signed on with us will have to go to Boston and go before the judge to do something she's never done before in her life, which is especially not good because she has scheduling issues of her own. This has been driving me crazy all week!
Finally, I am dealing with these very annoying problems that the insurance company has suddenly dealt me. My husband, who works at Foxwoods, pays for health insurance to cover the family. The rule now is that employees and their spouses must meet the following three requirements before October 31 of this year, and every subsequent year, or our medical contribution will increase up to $1,500 per year:
1. We have to get an annual physical.
2. We have to have a "biometrics" form filled out, stating our cholesterol levels, BMI, etc.
3. We have to speak with a wellness coach through the insurance company.
Well, I thought I had done ALL of this already. I had the physical in August... at least the nurse told me it was a physical. I guess though that it wasn't coded as a physical, so it didn't count as one, and now I have to go back for a physical next week. How does that make any sense? I don't know. I...don't...know...
I spoke with what I thought was a wellness coach around the same time (I got the phone # from my husband's employee newsletter, which said "WELLNESS COACH" and a phone number next to it). I guess I called the wrong place! Although, I did speak with someone over the phone about my health and losing weight, etc., and when I asked them if they were a wellness coach, they said yes. I also asked if the phone call would be reported to my husband's employer, and they said yes...so I don't know what the hell is going on with that, I guess I must have called some random place and discussed my health information with them. Try to figure that one out!! So this all has to be done immediately, or we are going to end up paying more for our health insurance, which is not cool.
To top it all off, I have been feeling so bad lately! Yesterday I didn't even go in to work because I was too nervous to drive! I can't describe how I am feeling, it's just the most intense brain fog, like I'm seriously disconnected from reality, and I cannot think clearly. I suppose the stress could be making it worse, so I don't know how to deal with it because I can't relax. All I know is that I hope they can figure out what is going on with me soon and fix it. I cannot see myself dealing with this for the rest of my life. I also started feeling some chest pain with each heartbeat yesterday on two separate occasions, so if that continues, I will have to see what's going on there (maybe it's related to the thyroid? I dunno).
Well, I got way off the topic of emotional eating, but now you can probably understand why this week has really been pushing me to find some kind of comfort somewhere. I am not doing too bad right now, it's just a matter of keeping it that way for the moment. I have to keep reminding myself that I am working too hard to give up now! Thanks for reading, and I will let you know how things go with the biopsy after my follow-up.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Some of my favorite light recipes
One of the problems I normally have when it comes to eating healthy is sticking to a regular meal plan. Since I started this program last month, as I have said, I started getting "light" cook books from the library every week or so, and if you are a good cook, you probably know that a lot of it is definitely trial and error. I like to try to use seasonal fruits and vegetables whenever possible, so I absolutely love Cooking Light's seasonal recipes.
I would like to post some of my (and my family's) favorite low-cal recipes to date. This is good for me as well because, while I do have a record of every single thing I've eaten since the program began, it's hard to keep track of the favorites v. the non-favorites, and it's also kind of hard to keep track of anything when every meal I've eaten is scribbled in a little notebook. So here are a few of the best ones (with pictures, when available!)
Serves 6 (1 wedge per serving)
239 calories
7 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 lb. ground skinless chicken breast
1 onion, chopped
1 garlic clove, minced
1/2 tsp. curry powder
1/2 tsp. ground cinnamon
1/4 tsp. allspice
1/4 tsp. salt
1/4 tsp. black pepper
1/2 cup tomato sauce
1 (10 oz.) package frozen chopped spinach, thawed and squeezed dry
1 cup crumbled, reduced fat feta cheese
2 large egg whites, lightly beaten
8 (9x14") sheets of frozen phyllo, thawed
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 375°. Spray a 9" pie plate with cooking spray.
2. To make filling, spray a large nonstick skillet with cooking spray and set over medium heat. Add chicken and onion; cook, breaking up chicken with a wooden spoon until chicken is no longer pink, about 8 minutes. Add garlic, curry powder, cinnamon, allspice, salt and pepper; cook, stirring frequently, until fragrant, about 1 minute. Stir in tomato sauce and simmer until mixture is thickened, about 5 minutes. Transfer filling to large bowl. Stir in spinach, feta and egg whites.
3. Lay 1 phyllo sheet in pie plate; lightly spray with cooking spray. Keep remaining phyllo dough covered with a damp paper towel and plastic wrap. Repeat with 3 of the remaining sheets, placing corners at different angles and lightly spraying with cooking spray. Spoon filling into crust.
4. Top filling with remaining 4 phyllo sheets, repeating layering and spray. Roll up edges of phyllo toward center to form 1 1/2" wide rim.
5. Bake until phyllo is golden brown, 30 - 35 minutes. Let stand 5 minutes before serving. Cut into 6 wedges.
Yogurt Sauce:
Ingredients:
3/4 cup plain yogurt
1/2 of an English (seedless) cucumber, chopped
1 scallion, sliced
1/4 tsp. salt
(Mix all ingredients; drizzle evenly over pie).
Serves 6
250 calories per serving
9.1 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 1/4 cups canned pumpkin
2 tbsp. dry breadcrumbs
2 tbsp. grated fresh parmesan cheese
1/2 tsp. salt
1/2 tsp. minced fresh sage
1/4 tsp. freshly ground black pepper
1/8 tsp. ground nutmeg
30 round wonton wrappers (usually found in the produce section where the tofu is located)
1 tbsp. cornstarch
Cooking spray
1 cup fat free milk
1 tbsp. all-purpose flour
1 1/2 tbsp. butter
1/2 cup (2 oz.) crumbled Gorgonzola cheese
3 tbsp. chopped hazelnuts, toasted (we actually used walnuts, and it was still fantastic)
Sage sprigs (optional)
Directions:
1. Spoon pumpkin onto several layers of heavy-duty paper towels, and spread to 1 1/2" thickness. Cover with additional paper towels; let stand 5 minutes. Scrape into a medium bowl using a rubber spatula. Stir in breadcrumbs, parmesan, salt, minced sage, pepper and nutmeg.
2. Working with one wonton wrapper at a time (cover remaining wrappers with a damp towel to keep from drying), spoon 2 tsp. pumpkin mixture into center of wrapper. Brush edges of wrapper with water and fold in half, pressing edges firmly with fingers to form a half-moon. Place on a large baking sheet sprinkled with cornstarch. Repeat procedure with remaining wonton wrappers and pumpkin mixture.
3. Fill a large Dutch oven with water; bring to a simmer. Add half o ravioli to pan (cover remaining ravioli with a damp towel to keep from drying). Cook 4 minutes or until done (do not boil), stirring gently. Remove ravioli with a slotted spoon; lightly coat with cooking spray; keep warm. Repeat with remaining ravioli.
4. Combine milk and flour in a saucepan, stirring with a whisk. Bring to a boil; cook 1 minute or until thick, stirring constantly. Remove from heat. Add butter; stir until butter melts. Gently stir in Gorgonzola.
5. Place 5 ravioli in each of 6 shallow bowls, and drizzle each serving with 3 tablespoons Gorgonzola mixture. Sprinkle each serving with 1 1/2 tsp. hazelnuts. Garnish with sage sprigs, if desired. Serve immediately.
Serves 4
198 calories per serving
2.25 grams of fat per serving
Ingredients:
12 ounces raw boneless skinless lean chicken breast, cut into strips
4 medium corn tortillas
1/2 cup sliced red bell pepper
1/4 cup sugar free, calorie free coconut syrup (*see note about this)
2 tbsp. pineapple salsa (or canned pineapple tidbits in juice mixed with regular salsa)
1/2 tbsp. fat-free sour cream (in place of sour cream, we always use plain Greek yogurt - it tastes the same)
1/2 tsp. garlic powder
1/8 tsp. salt
Directions:
1. Preheat oven 400°. Once oven is hot, use tongs to carefully drape tortilla over two grates in the oven rack, so that the tortilla hangs from the rack. Bake for about 5 minutes, or until tortilla forms a firm taco shell (Shell will harden completely after cooling). Use tongs to carefully remove shell, then let cool.
2. Place coconut syrup, garlic powder, and salt in medium pot. Add 1/2 cup water and mix well. Add chicken and pepper slices to the pot and bring to low heat on the stove.
3. Cook until chicken is thoroughly cooked and tender, stirring occasionally, about 15 minutes. Remove pot from heat and drain liquid completely.
4. Place chicken and bell pepper in the taco shell. Top with salsa and sour cream.
*If you can't find the coconut syrup, add an extra 1/2 cup water, 1 tsp. coconut extract, and 1 tbsp. Splenda (granulated).
Serves 6 (1 tomato per serving)
259 calories per serving
9 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 1/2 lbs. lean ground beef
1 large onion, chopped
1 large green bell pepper, chopped
2 garlic cloves, sliced
1 jar (16 oz.) marinara sauce
1/2 cup kalamata olives, chopped
2 tsp. Greek seasoning
1/4 tsp. salt
6 large ripe tomatoes
Fresh oregano to taste
6 tbsp. crumbled goat cheese
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 350°. Heat a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Add ground beef, onion, green pepper and garlic; cook 5 minutes. Stir in marinara sauce, olives, Greek seasoning and salt. Cook 5 more minutes, stirring occasionally.
2. Cut tops of tomatoes and spoon out pulp; fill with meat mixture. Bake stuffed tomatoes for 5 minutes.
3. Garnish each tomato with oregano and 1 tbsp. crumbled goat cheese. Serve.
Serves 8
259 calories per serving
7.7 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 whole garlic head
4 ounces of pancetta, chopped (or regular smoked bacon, a little less)
2 cups vertically sliced onion
1 tbsp. olive oil
1 tbsp. white wine vinegar
4 1/2 cups of cubed peeled butternut squash (cubed to 1/2"; approximately 2 lbs.)
1/2 cup organic vegetable broth
1/2 tsp. dried thyme
1/4 tsp. salt
1/8 tsp. black pepper
4 (16 oz.) cans cannellini / other white beans, rinsed & drained
1 bay leaf
2 (1 oz.) slices of bread
2 tbsp. grated fresh parmesan cheese
1/2 tsp. olive oil
1 tbsp. chopped fresh parsley
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 350°. Remove papery skin from garlic (do not peel or separate the cloves). Wrap garlic head in foil. Bake at 350° for 1 hour; cool 10 minutes. Separate the cloves; squeeze to extract garlic pulp. Set half of garlic pulp aside; reserve remaining pulp for another use. Discard skins.
2. Heat a large dutch oven over medium-high heat. Add pancetta (or bacon); sauté 5 minutes or until crisp. Remove from pan / reserve drippings in pan. Add onion and 1 tbsp. olive oil to drippings in pan; sauté 5 minutes. Reduce to medium-low; cook 25 minutes or until onion is very tender, stirring frequently. Stir in vinegar.
3. Preheat oven to 375°. Add garlic pulp, pancetta (or bacon), squash and next 6 ingredients to onion mixture, stirring well. Place bread in food processor and pule until coarse crumbs measure 1 cup. Combine crumbs, parmesan and 1/2 tsp. olive oil; sprinkle over squash mixture. Cover and bake 50 minutes. Uncover and bake 15 minutes more. Discard bay leaf and sprinkle with parsley.
We found out that we all love rice noodles! My son who, until now, has always refused to even try shrimp, ate all of his! I did have to make a non-spicy version of it, though, only because he won't eat spicy foods. Even so, it was great. The noodles absorbed the flavor of the broth, and I was very happy with the outcome of this recipe.
Serves 4
236 calories per servng
3.6 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 lb. tail-on peeled and deveined medium shrimp
1 1/2 cups of water
1 cup fat-free, lower sodium chicken broth
1 (8 oz.) bottle clam juice
2 (1/4" thick) slices peeled fresh ginger
1 tsp. olive oil
3/4 cups thinly sliced red bell pepper
1/4 cup thinly sliced yellow onion
1 garlic clove, minced
1/2 cup sugar snap peas
2 tsp. chili garlic sauce or 1/2 tsp. crushed red pepper (we omitted this part for my son)
1/4 tsp. salt
3 ounces uncooked rice sticks
2 tbsp. fresh cilantro leaves
Lime wedges
1. Remove shrimp tails; set aside. Combine shrimp tails, water, broth, clam juice, and ginger in a saucepan; bring to boil. Reduced heat, and simmer, uncovered, 10 minutes. Strain broth mixture through a sieve into a bowl; discard solids.
2. Heat olive oil in medium saucepan over medium-high heat. Add bell pepper, yellow onion, and garlic; sauté 3 minutes. Add reserved broth; bring to a simmer. Add shrimp, peas, chili garlic sauce, salt and noodles; cook 5 minutes or until noodles are done. Ladle 1 1/4 cups soup into each of 4 bowls; top each serving with 1 1/2 tsp. cilantro. Serve with lime wedges.
Serves 6
250 calories per serving
9.8 grams fat
Ingredients:
1 lb. ground turkey
2 cloves garlic, minced
1 large egg, lightly beaten
1/2 cup dried plain bread crumbs
1/4 cup grated parmesan cheese + more for serving
Coarse salt & ground pepper
1 tbsp. olive oil
1 medium onion, thinly sliced
2 cans low-sodium chicken broth (14.5 oz.)
2 cans diced tomatoes in juice (14.5 oz.)
2 heads escarole, trimmed and coarsely chopped
Directions:
1. In large bowl, combine first 5 ingredients (1 tsp. salt + 1/4 tsp. pepper). Roll into balls.
2. In large pot, heat oil to medium. Cook onion until soft. Add broth and tomatoes, bring to simmer. Add meatballs and cook without stirring until they float to the surface (about 5 minutes).
3. Add as much escarole to the pot as will fit. Cook, gradually adding the rest, until wilted and meatballs are cooked through, about 5 minutes. Season with salt & pepper.
Again, with chicken, it makes a huge difference when I mix it up periodically. The usual baked chicken with broccoli and rice or what have you tends to get old for me real quick. The apple cider glaze worked well for me, and the rice with the pecans was to die for! I'm not sure my husband was crazy about the rice because he's not a big fan of pecans, but I shared some of it with my father and he couldn't get enough of it!
Serves 4 (1 cutlet and about 1/2 cup rice per serving)
333 calories per serving
13 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 (3.5 oz.) bag boil-in-bag brown rice (such as Uncle Ben's)
2 tbsp. butter, divided
1 lb. chicken breast cutlets (about 4 cutlets)
3/4 tsp. salt, divided
1/4 tsp. freshly ground black pepper
1/2 cup refrigerated apple cider
1 tsp. Dijon mustard
1/4 cup chopped pecans
2 tbsp. chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley
Directions:
1. Cook rice according to package directions in a small saucepan, omitting salt and fat; drain.
2. While rice cooks, melt 1 tsp. butter in a large heavy skillet over medium-high heat. Sprinkle chicken with 1/4 tsp. salt and pepper. Add chicken to pan; cook 3 minutes on each side until done. Remove from pan. Add cider and mustard to pan, scraping pan to loosen browned bits; cook 2 to 3 minutes or until syrupy. Add chicken to pan, turning to coat. Remove from heat; set aside.
3. Melt remaining 5 teaspoons butter in saucepan over medium-high heat; cook for 2 minutes or until browned and fragrant. Lower heat to medium; add pecans and cook for 1 minute or until toasted, stirring frequently. Add rice and the remaining 1/2 tsp. salt; toss well to coat. Serve rice with chicken. Sprinkle with parsley.
I would like to post some of my (and my family's) favorite low-cal recipes to date. This is good for me as well because, while I do have a record of every single thing I've eaten since the program began, it's hard to keep track of the favorites v. the non-favorites, and it's also kind of hard to keep track of anything when every meal I've eaten is scribbled in a little notebook. So here are a few of the best ones (with pictures, when available!)
Greek Chicken and Spinach Pie
(Weight Watchers Points Plus Power Foods Cookbook)
My husband was absolutely crazy about this, and "would eat this every day" if he could (which, I'm telling you, says a whole lot about it). I will add the recipe for the yogurt sauce, but we have not tried it yet. Every time I make this, I forget to make the yogurt sauce, but it is just that good alone.Serves 6 (1 wedge per serving)
239 calories
7 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 lb. ground skinless chicken breast
1 onion, chopped
1 garlic clove, minced
1/2 tsp. curry powder
1/2 tsp. ground cinnamon
1/4 tsp. allspice
1/4 tsp. salt
1/4 tsp. black pepper
1/2 cup tomato sauce
1 (10 oz.) package frozen chopped spinach, thawed and squeezed dry
1 cup crumbled, reduced fat feta cheese
2 large egg whites, lightly beaten
8 (9x14") sheets of frozen phyllo, thawed
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 375°. Spray a 9" pie plate with cooking spray.
2. To make filling, spray a large nonstick skillet with cooking spray and set over medium heat. Add chicken and onion; cook, breaking up chicken with a wooden spoon until chicken is no longer pink, about 8 minutes. Add garlic, curry powder, cinnamon, allspice, salt and pepper; cook, stirring frequently, until fragrant, about 1 minute. Stir in tomato sauce and simmer until mixture is thickened, about 5 minutes. Transfer filling to large bowl. Stir in spinach, feta and egg whites.
3. Lay 1 phyllo sheet in pie plate; lightly spray with cooking spray. Keep remaining phyllo dough covered with a damp paper towel and plastic wrap. Repeat with 3 of the remaining sheets, placing corners at different angles and lightly spraying with cooking spray. Spoon filling into crust.
4. Top filling with remaining 4 phyllo sheets, repeating layering and spray. Roll up edges of phyllo toward center to form 1 1/2" wide rim.
5. Bake until phyllo is golden brown, 30 - 35 minutes. Let stand 5 minutes before serving. Cut into 6 wedges.
Yogurt Sauce:
Ingredients:
3/4 cup plain yogurt
1/2 of an English (seedless) cucumber, chopped
1 scallion, sliced
1/4 tsp. salt
(Mix all ingredients; drizzle evenly over pie).
Pumpkin Ravioli with Gorgonzola Sauce
(Cooking Light: Cooking Through the Seasons)
I thought this would be good because we occasionally eat the Lean Cuisine or Healthy Choice pumpkin or butternut squash ravioli, which we like a lot. This was wonderful, and my husband was actually pleasantly surprised by it (he's not usually a fan of Gorgonzola cheese, which tastes a bit like blue cheese, so I was surprised). Even my son, who never eats anything I make unless it's chicken nuggets or spaghetti (lol) ate all of his. It takes a little extra effort (pinching each individual wonton to that they are all sealed was a bit of a pain) but I thought it was definitely well worth it.Serves 6
250 calories per serving
9.1 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 1/4 cups canned pumpkin
2 tbsp. dry breadcrumbs
2 tbsp. grated fresh parmesan cheese
1/2 tsp. salt
1/2 tsp. minced fresh sage
1/4 tsp. freshly ground black pepper
1/8 tsp. ground nutmeg
30 round wonton wrappers (usually found in the produce section where the tofu is located)
1 tbsp. cornstarch
Cooking spray
1 cup fat free milk
1 tbsp. all-purpose flour
1 1/2 tbsp. butter
1/2 cup (2 oz.) crumbled Gorgonzola cheese
3 tbsp. chopped hazelnuts, toasted (we actually used walnuts, and it was still fantastic)
Sage sprigs (optional)
Directions:
1. Spoon pumpkin onto several layers of heavy-duty paper towels, and spread to 1 1/2" thickness. Cover with additional paper towels; let stand 5 minutes. Scrape into a medium bowl using a rubber spatula. Stir in breadcrumbs, parmesan, salt, minced sage, pepper and nutmeg.
2. Working with one wonton wrapper at a time (cover remaining wrappers with a damp towel to keep from drying), spoon 2 tsp. pumpkin mixture into center of wrapper. Brush edges of wrapper with water and fold in half, pressing edges firmly with fingers to form a half-moon. Place on a large baking sheet sprinkled with cornstarch. Repeat procedure with remaining wonton wrappers and pumpkin mixture.
3. Fill a large Dutch oven with water; bring to a simmer. Add half o ravioli to pan (cover remaining ravioli with a damp towel to keep from drying). Cook 4 minutes or until done (do not boil), stirring gently. Remove ravioli with a slotted spoon; lightly coat with cooking spray; keep warm. Repeat with remaining ravioli.
4. Combine milk and flour in a saucepan, stirring with a whisk. Bring to a boil; cook 1 minute or until thick, stirring constantly. Remove from heat. Add butter; stir until butter melts. Gently stir in Gorgonzola.
5. Place 5 ravioli in each of 6 shallow bowls, and drizzle each serving with 3 tablespoons Gorgonzola mixture. Sprinkle each serving with 1 1/2 tsp. hazelnuts. Garnish with sage sprigs, if desired. Serve immediately.
Coconut Chicken Tacos
(Hungry Girl 200 Under 200)
Again, my husband loved this one. Whenever I make something with chicken in it, I do my best to make something significantly different each time, because in my experience, too much chicken in my diet can become incredibly boring. This definitely does the trick. The part where you drape the tortillas over the oven rack was a bit of a pain because the tortillas would blow up like a balloon. After you press them flat again, though, they harden and it was fine.Serves 4
198 calories per serving
2.25 grams of fat per serving
Ingredients:
12 ounces raw boneless skinless lean chicken breast, cut into strips
4 medium corn tortillas
1/2 cup sliced red bell pepper
1/4 cup sugar free, calorie free coconut syrup (*see note about this)
2 tbsp. pineapple salsa (or canned pineapple tidbits in juice mixed with regular salsa)
1/2 tbsp. fat-free sour cream (in place of sour cream, we always use plain Greek yogurt - it tastes the same)
1/2 tsp. garlic powder
1/8 tsp. salt
Directions:
1. Preheat oven 400°. Once oven is hot, use tongs to carefully drape tortilla over two grates in the oven rack, so that the tortilla hangs from the rack. Bake for about 5 minutes, or until tortilla forms a firm taco shell (Shell will harden completely after cooling). Use tongs to carefully remove shell, then let cool.
2. Place coconut syrup, garlic powder, and salt in medium pot. Add 1/2 cup water and mix well. Add chicken and pepper slices to the pot and bring to low heat on the stove.
3. Cook until chicken is thoroughly cooked and tender, stirring occasionally, about 15 minutes. Remove pot from heat and drain liquid completely.
4. Place chicken and bell pepper in the taco shell. Top with salsa and sour cream.
*If you can't find the coconut syrup, add an extra 1/2 cup water, 1 tsp. coconut extract, and 1 tbsp. Splenda (granulated).
Provencal Stuffed Tomatoes
(Fitness Magazine)
The original recipe for this is Provencal Stuffed Tomatoes, but I honestly didn't like the sound of that, so I did this with green peppers instead of tomatoes. Maybe you'd like to try it with the tomatoes. Anyway, regardless of how you do it, the filling was perfect, and even though my son doesn't like peppers or tomatoes, he did eat the filling! That is a step in the right direction! ;)Serves 6 (1 tomato per serving)
259 calories per serving
9 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 1/2 lbs. lean ground beef
1 large onion, chopped
1 large green bell pepper, chopped
2 garlic cloves, sliced
1 jar (16 oz.) marinara sauce
1/2 cup kalamata olives, chopped
2 tsp. Greek seasoning
1/4 tsp. salt
6 large ripe tomatoes
Fresh oregano to taste
6 tbsp. crumbled goat cheese
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 350°. Heat a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Add ground beef, onion, green pepper and garlic; cook 5 minutes. Stir in marinara sauce, olives, Greek seasoning and salt. Cook 5 more minutes, stirring occasionally.
2. Cut tops of tomatoes and spoon out pulp; fill with meat mixture. Bake stuffed tomatoes for 5 minutes.
3. Garnish each tomato with oregano and 1 tbsp. crumbled goat cheese. Serve.
Roasted Garlic and Butternut Squash Cassoulet
(Cooking Light: Cooking Through the Seasons)
I loved this, and we had plenty of leftovers. My husband and my son were not too sure about this at first because usually whenever I make anything with beans in it, they tend to be skeptical. The difference here is that the bacon (or pancetta, if you can find it) flavors the dish very well, and when they tried it, they both liked it a lot. This takes a while, but in my opinion, it's worth it!Serves 8
259 calories per serving
7.7 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 whole garlic head
4 ounces of pancetta, chopped (or regular smoked bacon, a little less)
2 cups vertically sliced onion
1 tbsp. olive oil
1 tbsp. white wine vinegar
4 1/2 cups of cubed peeled butternut squash (cubed to 1/2"; approximately 2 lbs.)
1/2 cup organic vegetable broth
1/2 tsp. dried thyme
1/4 tsp. salt
1/8 tsp. black pepper
4 (16 oz.) cans cannellini / other white beans, rinsed & drained
1 bay leaf
2 (1 oz.) slices of bread
2 tbsp. grated fresh parmesan cheese
1/2 tsp. olive oil
1 tbsp. chopped fresh parsley
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 350°. Remove papery skin from garlic (do not peel or separate the cloves). Wrap garlic head in foil. Bake at 350° for 1 hour; cool 10 minutes. Separate the cloves; squeeze to extract garlic pulp. Set half of garlic pulp aside; reserve remaining pulp for another use. Discard skins.
2. Heat a large dutch oven over medium-high heat. Add pancetta (or bacon); sauté 5 minutes or until crisp. Remove from pan / reserve drippings in pan. Add onion and 1 tbsp. olive oil to drippings in pan; sauté 5 minutes. Reduce to medium-low; cook 25 minutes or until onion is very tender, stirring frequently. Stir in vinegar.
3. Preheat oven to 375°. Add garlic pulp, pancetta (or bacon), squash and next 6 ingredients to onion mixture, stirring well. Place bread in food processor and pule until coarse crumbs measure 1 cup. Combine crumbs, parmesan and 1/2 tsp. olive oil; sprinkle over squash mixture. Cover and bake 50 minutes. Uncover and bake 15 minutes more. Discard bay leaf and sprinkle with parsley.
Spicy Shrimp Noodle Bowl
(Cooking Light magazine)
We found out that we all love rice noodles! My son who, until now, has always refused to even try shrimp, ate all of his! I did have to make a non-spicy version of it, though, only because he won't eat spicy foods. Even so, it was great. The noodles absorbed the flavor of the broth, and I was very happy with the outcome of this recipe.
Serves 4
236 calories per servng
3.6 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 lb. tail-on peeled and deveined medium shrimp
1 1/2 cups of water
1 cup fat-free, lower sodium chicken broth
1 (8 oz.) bottle clam juice
2 (1/4" thick) slices peeled fresh ginger
1 tsp. olive oil
3/4 cups thinly sliced red bell pepper
1/4 cup thinly sliced yellow onion
1 garlic clove, minced
1/2 cup sugar snap peas
2 tsp. chili garlic sauce or 1/2 tsp. crushed red pepper (we omitted this part for my son)
1/4 tsp. salt
3 ounces uncooked rice sticks
2 tbsp. fresh cilantro leaves
Lime wedges
1. Remove shrimp tails; set aside. Combine shrimp tails, water, broth, clam juice, and ginger in a saucepan; bring to boil. Reduced heat, and simmer, uncovered, 10 minutes. Strain broth mixture through a sieve into a bowl; discard solids.
2. Heat olive oil in medium saucepan over medium-high heat. Add bell pepper, yellow onion, and garlic; sauté 3 minutes. Add reserved broth; bring to a simmer. Add shrimp, peas, chili garlic sauce, salt and noodles; cook 5 minutes or until noodles are done. Ladle 1 1/4 cups soup into each of 4 bowls; top each serving with 1 1/2 tsp. cilantro. Serve with lime wedges.
Light Italian Wedding Soup
(This was a Martha Stewart light cooking recipe; I can't remember what the name of the cookbook was)
My husband's thoughts on this were that the meatballs were fantastic, but the soup lacked noodles. I personally was not aware that Italian Wedding Soup usually had noodles in it...but then again, I really have not tried it before, aside from the canned versions. Anyway, you be the judge, and if you do wish to add noodles, just adjust the calorie / fat count, which is already considerably low.Serves 6
250 calories per serving
9.8 grams fat
Ingredients:
1 lb. ground turkey
2 cloves garlic, minced
1 large egg, lightly beaten
1/2 cup dried plain bread crumbs
1/4 cup grated parmesan cheese + more for serving
Coarse salt & ground pepper
1 tbsp. olive oil
1 medium onion, thinly sliced
2 cans low-sodium chicken broth (14.5 oz.)
2 cans diced tomatoes in juice (14.5 oz.)
2 heads escarole, trimmed and coarsely chopped
Directions:
1. In large bowl, combine first 5 ingredients (1 tsp. salt + 1/4 tsp. pepper). Roll into balls.
2. In large pot, heat oil to medium. Cook onion until soft. Add broth and tomatoes, bring to simmer. Add meatballs and cook without stirring until they float to the surface (about 5 minutes).
3. Add as much escarole to the pot as will fit. Cook, gradually adding the rest, until wilted and meatballs are cooked through, about 5 minutes. Season with salt & pepper.
Cider-Glazed Chicken with Browned Butter-Pecan Rice
(Cooking Light magazine)
Again, with chicken, it makes a huge difference when I mix it up periodically. The usual baked chicken with broccoli and rice or what have you tends to get old for me real quick. The apple cider glaze worked well for me, and the rice with the pecans was to die for! I'm not sure my husband was crazy about the rice because he's not a big fan of pecans, but I shared some of it with my father and he couldn't get enough of it!
Serves 4 (1 cutlet and about 1/2 cup rice per serving)
333 calories per serving
13 grams of fat
Ingredients:
1 (3.5 oz.) bag boil-in-bag brown rice (such as Uncle Ben's)
2 tbsp. butter, divided
1 lb. chicken breast cutlets (about 4 cutlets)
3/4 tsp. salt, divided
1/4 tsp. freshly ground black pepper
1/2 cup refrigerated apple cider
1 tsp. Dijon mustard
1/4 cup chopped pecans
2 tbsp. chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley
Directions:
1. Cook rice according to package directions in a small saucepan, omitting salt and fat; drain.
2. While rice cooks, melt 1 tsp. butter in a large heavy skillet over medium-high heat. Sprinkle chicken with 1/4 tsp. salt and pepper. Add chicken to pan; cook 3 minutes on each side until done. Remove from pan. Add cider and mustard to pan, scraping pan to loosen browned bits; cook 2 to 3 minutes or until syrupy. Add chicken to pan, turning to coat. Remove from heat; set aside.
3. Melt remaining 5 teaspoons butter in saucepan over medium-high heat; cook for 2 minutes or until browned and fragrant. Lower heat to medium; add pecans and cook for 1 minute or until toasted, stirring frequently. Add rice and the remaining 1/2 tsp. salt; toss well to coat. Serve rice with chicken. Sprinkle with parsley.
Friday, September 20, 2013
Seeing Results
I am finally happy to say that I am down 20 lbs. since I started this program in August. In the past, I think I have been in too much of a hurry to see results, and when I didn't see them come fast enough, I would give up. I think it's true what they say: the best way to do it is slowly, a couple of lbs. a week, and I think the best reason that it's good in the long run is because I know from experience that when I lose weight too fast, I don't really put much thought into every lb. I lose, so when I finally reach a goal, I sometimes relax too much. At that point, I will start putting it back on again almost as quickly as I lost it, and I'll think "oh, it's no big deal, it's just 10 lbs., I'll just lose it again." Then, before I know it, I have gained it all back.
Let me explain some of the things I am learning in this program that will (hopefully) help me to not only lose the weight, but keep it off (which has been a nightmare for me in the past):
1. I weigh myself every day. This is something I would never do before, and there is a very good reason for that. I would prefer to do it once every week or two at the most because I didn't want to see how fast I was losing weight; it was never fast enough for me (then there's the fact that my weight fluctuates like crazy!) The way I look at it now (and they explained it this way) is that weighing yourself every day will become a habit, like brushing your teeth, so that when you finally do reach your goal, you will be able to maintain your weight by being aware of it all the time. One of the best things about this program is that we make this stuff part of our daily routine, so that our lifestyle changes, not just our weight.
2. I try to keep my daily routine moving in the right direction. They refer to this as our "east". I first identify my values, or my reasons for wanting to be healthy (mine include seeing my son grow up, gaining back energy which I usually do not have, and feeling better for a better quality of life in general). They say "values are like directions. You can always try to move east. It never ends. In any situation, you can ask yourself 'am I behaving consistent with my values? If I lost 30 lbs., would I not want to be healthy, active and engaged anymore? If I didn't lose weight, would being healthy, active and engaged be a failure?" So if I fall off track, east is always there, and I can always go back in that direction, no matter how bad I think I did.
3. I see cravings and desires as thoughts, and nothing more. We learned that our minds have evolved to try to keep us as comfortable as possible. It is a comfort machine. It tells us "why would you want to exercise? Sitting on the couch and eating potato chips is much for comfortable!" This was a good thing when we were in constant fear of being eaten by wild beasts thousands of years ago, but it's not such a good thing all the time nowadays. We become controlled by our thoughts. So we can identify the fact that we are having these thoughts by saying "I am having the thought that I would rather sit on the couch and eat potato chips." That separates the thought from us; it puts it outside of us, and we are no longer controlled by it. So we can say "I am having the thought that I want to eat ice cream" or whatever you can think of, and just acknowledge that we are simply having a thought.
This helps a great deal if you eat out at restaurants often, like I do (although I seriously need to work harder on limiting this to once a week). One of the things they emphasize is that if you were to eat out every day, it would be virtually impossible to lose weight. They even have a class that is just about how bad restaurants are for people. Naturally, many restaurants offer menus under 500 calories or so, but the main idea in the restaurant business is to make money, so they are going to do whatever it takes to make the food taste good and make you come back for more. But my point is that if you do go out to eat, you can identify your thoughts while you are sitting there looking at the menu. Most people will think "well, my husband gets to order this, so I should be able to!" Or "the food smells so good" or my personal favorite, "a calorie splurge won't kill me". This is when it is good to take a step back and acknowledge these thoughts and still choose a healthier option.
4. I don't try to avoid the thoughts. We did an experiment where the psychologist told us "don't think about chocolate cake". We had to sit for a minute and try to think about anything but chocolate cake. For most of us, that didn't work, and for the others, chances are that over time, it won't work. Depriving ourselves of certain foods will make us put too much energy into trying to avoid those foods, which will usually end with us succumbing to our desire to eat the food.
They teach us that if we are having an unhealthy thought, we can become "stuck". We know we're stuck when we're fighting with the thought, going along with the thought or consumed by the thought. This is when we can say "I'm having the thought that _______" or we can find our "east" / reorient our values.
5. I acknowledge when I am making excuses. We learned that our mind can come up with an excuse for just about anything. We had to come up with two reasons why we have been unsuccessful with weight loss. Then two more reasons. Then two fake reasons. Then two reasons why our spouse or siblings might have been unsuccessful. Then two reasons why we might have been successful. We came up with tons of reasons for everything. Our minds are reason-generating machines (and JUDGMENT machines, "the world's worst motivational speaker"). So basically, they said that if our mind was making excuses not to exercise or not to eat healthy, we need to look at it as "if someone offered me a million dollars, would I still not do this thing?" If the answer is no, then it's a legitimate excuse. If the answer is yes, I would do it, then it's probably not a legitimate excuse.
Well, things have been going really well since I started using these techniques (although, like anything else, it is a learning experience and is not without its snags and difficulties). I am noticing that I am able to let go easily nowadays. My favorite thing about this program is that it is designed to be for life, not just some temporary fix like the Slim Fast diet, and while I am paying attention to the scale, the purpose is more to be a healthier individual than it is to lose weight. The program is changing my perspective on life, which is exactly what I need.
As far as our weight loss method goes, we learned that it is better to count calories rather than just fat, carbs or sugars (or what have you) because all of these things are made up of calories, which is why it's the best thing to focus on. Our eating plan, however, should not provide more than 25% of our calories from fat. Because of my weight, my daily calorie goal is 1,500 and my fat goal is 42 grams. I cook a lot more than I did before, and all of my meals are for the whole family. I go to the library every few weeks or so and check out recipe books for cooking light. My family has loved almost everything so far! Exercise is just as effective if it's divided up into increments of 10 minutes. Right now, we should try to get at least 100 minutes per week. This will eventually go up to 250 minutes per week (which I think will help a lot with that weight loss plateau I always run into when I get down to 200 lbs.)
Anther thing is that when I am losing weight, I never realize that there is actually a change going on, so maybe it would be better for me to take the time to post my progress photos as I'm losing weight. Below on the left is me on February 25, 2013 at 270 lbs. and on the right, me today (09/20/13) at 250 lbs.
I will keep posting my results and what I am learning from the program periodically. Thank you for reading!! :)
Let me explain some of the things I am learning in this program that will (hopefully) help me to not only lose the weight, but keep it off (which has been a nightmare for me in the past):
1. I weigh myself every day. This is something I would never do before, and there is a very good reason for that. I would prefer to do it once every week or two at the most because I didn't want to see how fast I was losing weight; it was never fast enough for me (then there's the fact that my weight fluctuates like crazy!) The way I look at it now (and they explained it this way) is that weighing yourself every day will become a habit, like brushing your teeth, so that when you finally do reach your goal, you will be able to maintain your weight by being aware of it all the time. One of the best things about this program is that we make this stuff part of our daily routine, so that our lifestyle changes, not just our weight.
2. I try to keep my daily routine moving in the right direction. They refer to this as our "east". I first identify my values, or my reasons for wanting to be healthy (mine include seeing my son grow up, gaining back energy which I usually do not have, and feeling better for a better quality of life in general). They say "values are like directions. You can always try to move east. It never ends. In any situation, you can ask yourself 'am I behaving consistent with my values? If I lost 30 lbs., would I not want to be healthy, active and engaged anymore? If I didn't lose weight, would being healthy, active and engaged be a failure?" So if I fall off track, east is always there, and I can always go back in that direction, no matter how bad I think I did.
3. I see cravings and desires as thoughts, and nothing more. We learned that our minds have evolved to try to keep us as comfortable as possible. It is a comfort machine. It tells us "why would you want to exercise? Sitting on the couch and eating potato chips is much for comfortable!" This was a good thing when we were in constant fear of being eaten by wild beasts thousands of years ago, but it's not such a good thing all the time nowadays. We become controlled by our thoughts. So we can identify the fact that we are having these thoughts by saying "I am having the thought that I would rather sit on the couch and eat potato chips." That separates the thought from us; it puts it outside of us, and we are no longer controlled by it. So we can say "I am having the thought that I want to eat ice cream" or whatever you can think of, and just acknowledge that we are simply having a thought.
This helps a great deal if you eat out at restaurants often, like I do (although I seriously need to work harder on limiting this to once a week). One of the things they emphasize is that if you were to eat out every day, it would be virtually impossible to lose weight. They even have a class that is just about how bad restaurants are for people. Naturally, many restaurants offer menus under 500 calories or so, but the main idea in the restaurant business is to make money, so they are going to do whatever it takes to make the food taste good and make you come back for more. But my point is that if you do go out to eat, you can identify your thoughts while you are sitting there looking at the menu. Most people will think "well, my husband gets to order this, so I should be able to!" Or "the food smells so good" or my personal favorite, "a calorie splurge won't kill me". This is when it is good to take a step back and acknowledge these thoughts and still choose a healthier option.
4. I don't try to avoid the thoughts. We did an experiment where the psychologist told us "don't think about chocolate cake". We had to sit for a minute and try to think about anything but chocolate cake. For most of us, that didn't work, and for the others, chances are that over time, it won't work. Depriving ourselves of certain foods will make us put too much energy into trying to avoid those foods, which will usually end with us succumbing to our desire to eat the food.
They teach us that if we are having an unhealthy thought, we can become "stuck". We know we're stuck when we're fighting with the thought, going along with the thought or consumed by the thought. This is when we can say "I'm having the thought that _______" or we can find our "east" / reorient our values.
5. I acknowledge when I am making excuses. We learned that our mind can come up with an excuse for just about anything. We had to come up with two reasons why we have been unsuccessful with weight loss. Then two more reasons. Then two fake reasons. Then two reasons why our spouse or siblings might have been unsuccessful. Then two reasons why we might have been successful. We came up with tons of reasons for everything. Our minds are reason-generating machines (and JUDGMENT machines, "the world's worst motivational speaker"). So basically, they said that if our mind was making excuses not to exercise or not to eat healthy, we need to look at it as "if someone offered me a million dollars, would I still not do this thing?" If the answer is no, then it's a legitimate excuse. If the answer is yes, I would do it, then it's probably not a legitimate excuse.
Well, things have been going really well since I started using these techniques (although, like anything else, it is a learning experience and is not without its snags and difficulties). I am noticing that I am able to let go easily nowadays. My favorite thing about this program is that it is designed to be for life, not just some temporary fix like the Slim Fast diet, and while I am paying attention to the scale, the purpose is more to be a healthier individual than it is to lose weight. The program is changing my perspective on life, which is exactly what I need.
As far as our weight loss method goes, we learned that it is better to count calories rather than just fat, carbs or sugars (or what have you) because all of these things are made up of calories, which is why it's the best thing to focus on. Our eating plan, however, should not provide more than 25% of our calories from fat. Because of my weight, my daily calorie goal is 1,500 and my fat goal is 42 grams. I cook a lot more than I did before, and all of my meals are for the whole family. I go to the library every few weeks or so and check out recipe books for cooking light. My family has loved almost everything so far! Exercise is just as effective if it's divided up into increments of 10 minutes. Right now, we should try to get at least 100 minutes per week. This will eventually go up to 250 minutes per week (which I think will help a lot with that weight loss plateau I always run into when I get down to 200 lbs.)
Anther thing is that when I am losing weight, I never realize that there is actually a change going on, so maybe it would be better for me to take the time to post my progress photos as I'm losing weight. Below on the left is me on February 25, 2013 at 270 lbs. and on the right, me today (09/20/13) at 250 lbs.
I will keep posting my results and what I am learning from the program periodically. Thank you for reading!! :)
Monday, August 5, 2013
Starting Tomorrow...
I had my first "official" group with the other people in the weight loss program this evening. The goal (the first of two for this year) is to lose 10% of my body weight. I am actually really looking forward to this now that I have had a chance to meet the other people (there are 15 in my group, and a total of 30 in the program).
I have to write about my personal incentive to pursue this, and for me, that will be to improve my health for the purpose of increasing my energy for a better quality of life. It is very important to me that I set a good example for my son. I do not want to feel like I have failed my son because of the possibility that he will have to deal with the same struggles as I have.
I have been thinking about the Mediterranean Diet; any takes on this? I am particularly fond of the idea that there is a diet out there that I don't have to pay into just to try. The only problem is that I need to keep my calories around 1500 per day, and my fat at 42 grams per day, so I know I will need to omit a lot of the things on that menu. If anyone happens to know of a decent food planner for this that I can find online, that would be much appreciated! Thanks!
I have to write about my personal incentive to pursue this, and for me, that will be to improve my health for the purpose of increasing my energy for a better quality of life. It is very important to me that I set a good example for my son. I do not want to feel like I have failed my son because of the possibility that he will have to deal with the same struggles as I have.
I have been thinking about the Mediterranean Diet; any takes on this? I am particularly fond of the idea that there is a diet out there that I don't have to pay into just to try. The only problem is that I need to keep my calories around 1500 per day, and my fat at 42 grams per day, so I know I will need to omit a lot of the things on that menu. If anyone happens to know of a decent food planner for this that I can find online, that would be much appreciated! Thanks!
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Weight Loss Research Study
So today, I went to an orientation for a weight loss research study, conducted by Brown University and Miriam Hospital. I signed up for a program that will last for a year, and continue periodically for a subsequent year of just follow-ups. Here is what the paperwork says about it:
You are being asked to participate in a research project because you are between 18 and 70 years old, are overweight or obese, and have problems with eating in response to negative thoughts and feelings...The purpose of this study is to test a new approach to helping you lose weight....You will be "randomized" into one of the study groups described below:
Program 1: If you are assigned to this program, you will be asked to attend weekly group meetings for 6 months, then every other week for 3 months, then monthly for 3 months. At these group sessions, you will be taught to change you eating and physical activity to lose weight and maintain it. You will be asked to write down your food intake and activity throughout the 12 month program. You will be taught standard techniques to help you recognize and change negative thoughts and emotions that are making it hard for you to follow a healthy eating and exercise program.
Program 2: If you are assigned to this program, you will attend group meetings on the same schedule as in Program 1 and be taught the same strategies to help you change your eating and activity to lose weight and maintain it. The program will teach a different approach to handling negative thoughts and emotions, in which you are helped to accept these feelings (rather than trying to change them) and to focus on achieving your goals and values despite these negative feelings.
Basically, it's like being in a weight watchers group in which they teach 2 different techniques for dealing with emotional eating and try to learn which is more effective. My understanding is that regardless of which group I am in, weight loss is expected (and it is all focused on calorie intake and exercise). It's free for me, which is fantastic, LOL, and I will receive some compensation for my time. I must say, I am ready to make this commitment; I really need it, and I have never been in any kind of weight loss program before, but I am sure that it will give me the motivation I have been lacking all this time. I am looking forward to it, and I'll keep you updated! :)
You are being asked to participate in a research project because you are between 18 and 70 years old, are overweight or obese, and have problems with eating in response to negative thoughts and feelings...The purpose of this study is to test a new approach to helping you lose weight....You will be "randomized" into one of the study groups described below:
Program 1: If you are assigned to this program, you will be asked to attend weekly group meetings for 6 months, then every other week for 3 months, then monthly for 3 months. At these group sessions, you will be taught to change you eating and physical activity to lose weight and maintain it. You will be asked to write down your food intake and activity throughout the 12 month program. You will be taught standard techniques to help you recognize and change negative thoughts and emotions that are making it hard for you to follow a healthy eating and exercise program.
Program 2: If you are assigned to this program, you will attend group meetings on the same schedule as in Program 1 and be taught the same strategies to help you change your eating and activity to lose weight and maintain it. The program will teach a different approach to handling negative thoughts and emotions, in which you are helped to accept these feelings (rather than trying to change them) and to focus on achieving your goals and values despite these negative feelings.
Basically, it's like being in a weight watchers group in which they teach 2 different techniques for dealing with emotional eating and try to learn which is more effective. My understanding is that regardless of which group I am in, weight loss is expected (and it is all focused on calorie intake and exercise). It's free for me, which is fantastic, LOL, and I will receive some compensation for my time. I must say, I am ready to make this commitment; I really need it, and I have never been in any kind of weight loss program before, but I am sure that it will give me the motivation I have been lacking all this time. I am looking forward to it, and I'll keep you updated! :)
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